And so... the coding journey continues
After discovering this little gem of a website, I'm even more excited to finish putting together my actual site and integrate the two. I swear... getting high and surfing the web lately has been bringing me the same amount of joy and excitement as it did when I was a kid. I love it. As much guilt as I may feel for using this time for more selfish endeavors rather than my actual responsibilities, moments like these make me enjoy the fact that I decided to put myself first. I've loved taking these four months to really dive into niche hobbies and interests. They've honestly given more excitement in my life and finally give me reasons to look forward to the day again. Things might not have gone my way with finances and that fucking sucks but I refuse to let any of that get me down, I promised myself that 2026 is going to be a better year and I'll do whatever I can to keep that.
Anyways, coding is proving itself to be a lot more confusing than I had originally thought. My brain keeps getting overwhelmed so easy and it's such a bitch to try and fight it. I really can't stand it, but I know this is something I want. I want to make my own little corner of the web where I can just bullshit and talk about whatever I want without worrying about being too over the top or saying too much. I'm looking forward to seeing how this all turns out... is it silly to say that this is really helping me feel purpose for my life right now?