Entry 4
I love the night time so much. Alone, in the dark, in my room, and with the cold air from my window is my absolute favorite place to be. There's no interruptions, no deadlines, no expectations. It's so calm and comforting, especially after smoking. I'm in my own world here. I'm able to be my truest self with no eyes to witness it, I can sit down and analyze any thoughts that have been prevalent in my mind throughout the day. I can browse the web, watch movies, watch shows, enjoy music, all alone. It's so peaceful and truly one of the most valuable things that makes me happy. I wouldn't be the person that I am today without having this time to recharge and develop myself. I'm able to feel like I live alone, even for a little bit. With so many lingering tasks and anxiety ridden thoughts that can surround me during the day, none of those matter right now. I wish I could live here forever.